So it's been about half a year since I've updated.  To be honest I'm just too lazy~~hehe!  But I guess it's about time to update everyone. 

All is going well right now, can't really complain.  I'm extremely happy with the place I'm at with my family and friends.  I feel like I'm realizing more and more how important they are to me, and I'm actually putting effort in keeping them a part of my life, rather than always being so aloof from people.   They really are the things that matter most in my life and I'm grateful for them.  They're my support, my comfort, and the reason life's worth living.  School's school, lots of work, lots of procrastination, and moments of stress, but it's pretty much the same old, same old.

On that note, I guess that's what I'm feeling right now. Just sort of blah, I guess that shouldn't be something to complain about.  I mean I have these great times with my family and friends.  But the rest of the time I just feel like I don't know what I'm doing.  I go to school and try to get good grades and I guess I'm trying to eventually get into med school.  But what am I doing? Is that really what I want?  I'm starting to plan for my future and decide what to do for most of my adult years, and the conclusion I come up with is just to have fun and be with family and friends.  It's so weird, since I've always thought I wanted a successful career and do great things, I still do, but I've learned there are more fulfilling things.  These past few weeks, I've felt more worthwile spending time with the people I care about than doing well on a midterm.  I feel myself changing and rearranging my priorities, for the better in my opinion.  I'm finally learning whats more important-family and friends, but I'm still at a crossroad, deciding which path to choose for my future.  I guess I just want to know what I'm working so hard for right now in school, since I could use that time to have fun instead. Hahaha, maybe I'm just getting lazier.....

I guess it's about time to update again since it's been two months.  This summer has been awesome! I don't know why, I've pretty much done the same things as the years before, but this one has been pretty special, probably one of the best summers I've had in awhile.  After graduation I moved to Pacheco  (15 mins from Walnut Creek) which isn't that far, although I prefer the 5 minute drives to ppl's houses.  Then I went to Hong Kong for a month, where I shopped and chilled with family.  And now I've been back for 2 weeks and I went to the beach, 3 times to be exact, took a trip to Irvine, and hang out with friends.  A pretty typical summer, but still a great one, maybe it's cuz I'm going to college.

This Sunday I'll be moving into the dorms at CAL.  I know it's coming soon, but still I don't really feel any different. I'm excited, but only when I think about it once in awhile.  I guess it'll hit me by the end of the week.  I haven't even started packing or buying anything yet!  I'm such a procrastinator.  I'm glad I'm moving out, really glad, but I'm also glad I picked CAL over LA.  It makes me happy to think that most of my friends will be nearby and we can visit each other whenever we want.